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Monday, July 6, 2009
Okayyyy..aiyah not sure what i got myself into now. nvm. shall trust God for a miracle if its His will (like salt camp), is that naive of me? He honours what we do even if its not His will, if we're trying to be obedient to Him, right?
Of course, i'll try my best and practice too..
Nothing to fear not even fear itself.
Will not listen to the enemy's lies, no matter what, even if i can't "feel" God, even if it seems He's not with me, even through numbness. Trust in His promises and His love and His power.
Halfway through, shall stand firm, by His Spirit and with the armour on.
Haha when i can't see Him leading its cos He's in me. (: Not alone!!!! (:
Sorry cos i feel guilty? but whyy do i feel guilty? (this refers to the removed excerpt of the post somewhere down there and yeah). this will answer it i think (?):
"Worries about how others think about me... ... It means that God isn’t my top priority—its other people. ... ... Then, I’ll like try to please people,... ...(avail self to them instead of God)" from GD prep. slightly edited.
also (no) obligation to be perfect, then when i don't reach perfection, or burden others--> guilt.
But I'm human! :P so i'll just be myself (: putting that down with His help (:
So glad for the salt camp sermon and sermon notes srsly. it totally answers the above worries! (:
Andd as Jaime said trust in His love! :D
singing is unexpectedly enjoyable. :D
dancing is not so easy....
Expectations of camp
- Be an instrument (to play an instrument haha :P)
- Learn to recognise what God is doing and follow
- deepen relationship with Him
- Feel His presence
- grow
- Learn to love Him deeper
- stir a passion for Him, His word and His people (not spiritual highness)
- bond with other youth
- know Him more
- be more God-centered?
- God to please come! :D
So take me as You find me
all my fears and failures
fill my life again
- Mighty to Save, Hillsong United
will do a proper update after youth camp! (: