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Have to surrender socially awkward side of me (and all the problems/tensions/ awkwardness related to it). Have to do something about the awkward side of me? not sure what to do.. listen to God for instructions. i'm really sorry.. really really..

Early this morning was feeling a bit, quite high and enthu for SALT CAMPPP! :D
I guess enthusiasm is a choice, just that its easier for some people. Not always easy for me. But i find that enthu-ness makes things fun, and cos its fun, i continue being enthu.

Later, felt quite scared/ worried cos like of the sharing bit that'll have to be done. i'm VERY not good at sharing. depending on God.. for His glory..

"But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me" 2 Cor 12:9

i remember feeling scared last year for worship leading for youth camp. somehow, what i'm feeling now is not as bad as last year. not freaking out. maybe its God's assurance. (:

Expectations of camp, what i wanna get out of it
- grow closer to God
- be able to let go and give UP (to God above) whole life
- know God more, with great assurance (which is faith)
- be an instrument and learn to be one.. God does the work. a piano can't play itself.
- God, Holy Spirit to really fill the camp and be felt and that it'll be an impactful camp
- bring lessons out of camp that will last. Not like spiritual highness, which sometimes doesn't last.
- that God will come and come and come and COME and amazing things will happen, beyond anything we can do and it'll be God and He'll make Himself really known.

PRAYERRRRRRRR
LISTENN
PREP

"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." Col 3:15

Phil 4:6-7

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