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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
The following post was written on Tuesday, thursday and friday (:Came back from M'sia on tuesday! It was fun! We went to like the same restaurant three times! (Its called Bei Zhan, it has the most amazing Assam fish, seriously! Yumyumnomnom! :D)
Ohyeashh, didn't update properly, or update about the piano/WL-ing right? okay then.
Okay, so on the day i had to play and WL (it was on the same day), didn't really feel afraid. Oddly. Just real nervous. Thank God for that, really! (: It wasn't until like just before that i felt scared, i think. So that's a good thing.
But then for the actual playing, the chord sheets kept flying off the piano. Thank God for Kim who saw and then helped get this hymnal to hold it down.. Forgot the intro to, well, all of the songs i was supposed to intro )x (if i remember correctly). well, actually, (don't know why) hahah its quite amusing, don't you think? xP
But i guess, in the end, we're trusting God to carry out His plans not ours or what we think is best, right? and perhaps He planned it this way, so that i won't get prideful about my playing and neglect practicing even more, which would be horrible.. Maybe though we prayed, but i didn't really believe in what we prayed, didn't trust Him? (Had pray coverage from Kah and Soph too (: ) Honestly, i don't think i tried my best, but i'll try harder next time, so yeah (:
Uhhhhh, for worship leading right. it was weird.. learnt that worship leading for salt and worship leading for youth is. different. well, people are different and the way they worship God is different so yeah, right? Same God anyways sooo xD Need to ask Him if it pleased Him though.. not sure..
Waiting waiting waiting.. Amy's encouraging post>>> www.thesaltfeast.blogspot.com (dec 13th) and Swong's post >>> www.sarahwithawong.blogspot.com (dec 11th)
Arashi~~ :D Believe!
"Wait for the Lord;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord"
Ps 27:14
Whee!
Went to church today yesterday, Aunty Lee Luang treated us (Jodi, Jamie, Heather, Dawn, Darran, Andre, Kim, Bennett) to pizza! Cos we helped out with MCCC(CCCCCCCCC....) haha it was fun xD played tuki-tuki, yeehaa and the other camp riddles, talked, piano-ed, macbookwebcamwhored, Kim attempted to teach us the musical dances haha. (: super fun!
"..I expected the Lord to just "show up" and save me out of my despair without having to exercise my faith and genuine trust in Him. His plan, however, was to bring me to a place where I would choose to believe His character based on the truth revealed in His Word rather than how I felt.." David Morris
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3qh2dJxUy8&feature=related